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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:06 pm
    @@@@@Young, pretty, and gentle, however, she had
    @@@@@Young, pretty, and gentle, however, she had no awkwardnesses
    that were not as good as graces, and there were few persons present
    that were not disposed to praise herShe was attractive, she was
    modest, she was Sir Thomas’s niece, and she was soon said to be
    admired by MrIt was enough to give her general favour
    Sir Thomas himself was watching her progress down the dance with
    much complacency; he was proud of his niece; and without attributing
    all her personal beauty, as MrsNorris seemed to do, to her
    transplantation to Mansfield, he was pleased with himself for having
    supplied everything else: education and manners she owed to
    him
    Miss Crawford saw much of Sir Thomas’s thoughts as he stood,
    and having, in spite of all his wrongs towards her, a general prevailing
    desire of recommending herself to him, took an opportunity of
    stepping aside to say something agreeable of FannyHer praise was
    warm, and he received it as she could wish, joining in it as far as
    discretion, and politeness, and slowness of speech would allow, and
    certainly appearing to greater advantage on the subject than his lady
    did soon afterwards, when Mary, perceiving her on a sofa very near,
    turned round before she began to dance, to compliment her on
    Miss Price’s looks
    “Yes, she does look very well,” was Lady Bertram’s placid reply
    “Chapman helped her to dressI sent Chapman to her Not but
    that she was really pleased to have Fanny admired; but she was so
    much more struck with her own kindness in sending Chapman to
    her, that she could not get it out of her head
    Miss Crawford knew MrsNorris too well to think of gratifying her
    by commendation of Fanny; to her, it was as the occasion offered—
    ”Ah! ma’am, how much we want dear MrsRushworth and Julia tonight!”
    and MrsNorris paid her with as many smiles and courteous
    words as she had time for, amid so much occupation as she found for
    herself in making up card-tables, giving hints to Sir Thomas, and
    trying to move all the chaperons to a better part of the room
    Miss Crawford blundered most towards Fanny herself in her intentions
    to pleaseShe meant to be giving her little heart a happy
    flutter, and filling her with sensations of delightful self-consequence;
    and, misinterpreting Fanny’s blushes, still thought she must be do241
    Jane Austen
    ing so when she went to her after the two first dances, and said,
    with a significant look, “Perhaps you can tell me why my brother
    goes to town to-morrow? He says he has business there, but will not
    tell me whatThe first time he ever denied me his confidence! But
    this is what we all come toAll are supplanted sooner or laterNow,
    I must apply to you for informationPray, what is Henry going
    for?”
    Fanny protested her ignorance as steadily as her embarrassment
    allowed
    “Well, then,” replied Miss Crawford, laughing, “I must suppose it
    to be purely for the pleasure of conveying your brother, and of talking
    of you by the way
    Fanny was confused, but it was the confusion of discontent; while
    Miss Crawford wondered she did not smile, and thought her overanxious,
    or thought her odd, or thought her anything rather than
    insensible of pleasure in Henry’s attentionsFanny had a good deal
    of enjoyment in the course of the evening; but Henry’s attentions
    had very little to do with itShe would much rather not have been
    asked by him again so very soon, and she wished she had not been
    obliged to suspect that his previous inquiries of M
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:07 pm
    @@@@@ “There was more to him than that, but I
    @@@@@
    “There was more to him than that, but I won’t argue—from a ‘kid’s’ viewpoint
    “You couldn’t, MareYou did the same thing, and sometimes you didn’t come home for over a
    year
    “What did you do?”
    “I killed two menTwo animals who’d killed a friend of mine—raped her and killed her
    “What?”
    “Keep your voice down—”
    “My God, what happened?”
    “I didn’t want to call home, so I reached your husband my friend, David, who didn’t treat me
    like a brain-damaged kidAt the time it seemed like a logical thing to do and it was the best
    decision I could have madeHe was owed favors by his government, and a quiet team of bright
    people from Washington and Ottawa flew up to James Bay and I was acquittedSelf-defense, and it
    was just that
    “He never said a word to me—”
    “I begged him not toBut I still don’t understand!”
    “It’s not difficult, MareA part of him knows I can kill, will kill, if I think it’s necessary
    A telephone rang inside the house as Marie stared at her younger brotherBefore she could get
    her voice back, an elderly black woman emerged from the door to the kitchenIt’s that pilot over on the big islandHe says it’s real important, monJacques, getting out of the chair and walking rapidly down to an
    extension phone by the poolHe spoke for several moments, looked up at Marie, slammed down
    the telephone and rushed back up to his sisterYou’re getting out of here!”
    “Why? Was that the man who flew us—”
    “He’s back from Martinique and just learned that someone was asking questions at the airport
    last nightAbout a woman and two small childrenNone of the crews said anything, but that may
    not last
    “My God, where will we go?”
    “Over to the inn until we think of something elseThere’s only one road and my own Tonton
    Macoute patrols itNo one gets in or out
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:10 pm
    @@@@@One never knew for sure about best-laid
    @@@@@One
    never
    knew for sure about best-laid plansShe opened it with steady
    fingers,; "First Drawing Room," she said, "as expectedScarlett waited in a group of white-gowned girls and
    women
    on the landing outside the closed double doors to the Throne RoomIt
    seemed to her she'd been doing nothing but waiting for a hundred
    years
    Why on earth had she agreed to do this?
    Scarlett couldn't answer her own question, it was too complexIn part
    she was The O'hara, determined to conquer the EnglishIn part she
    was
    an American girl dazzled by the grandeur of the British Empire's roya]
    panoplyAt bottom, Scarlett had never in her life backed down from a
    challenge and never wouldAnother name was called
    God's
    nightgown! We they going to make her be last? Charlotte hadn't
    warned
    her thatCharlotte hadn't even told her until the last minute that
    she' be alone all the way"I'll find you in the supper room after
    Drawing Room is over That was a fine way to treat her, throwher
    to the wolves like thatShe stole another glance down her She was
    terrified that she might just fall right out of the scandalc low-cut
    gownThat would really make this-what had C said? "An experience
    to
    remember
    "Madam The O'hara of Ballyhara Oh, Lord, that's meShe repeated
    Charlotte Montague'sing litany to herselfWalk forward, stop outside
    the doorA will lift the train you have looped over your left arm and
    arrange behind youThe Gentleman Usher will open the doorsWait
    for
    to announce you"Madam The O'hara of Ballyhara Scarlett looked
    at
    the Throne Ro
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:10 pm
    @@@@@ “I think there's been too much talk,” Jared
    @@@@@
    “I think there's been too much talk,” Jared growled“Jeb left this up to me, and I've made my
    decision
    Jeb cleared his throat noisilyJared spun halfway around to look at him again“You made the rule, Jeb
    “Well, now, that's true
    Jared turned back toward me“Ian, get out of my way
    “Well, well, hold on a sec,” Jeb went on“If you recall, the rule was that whoever the body
    belonged to got to make the decision
    A vein in Jared's forehead pulsed visibly“And?”
    “Seems to me like there's someone here with a claim just as strong as yours
    Jared stared straight ahead, processing thisAfter a slow moment, understanding furrowed his
    browHe looked down at the boy still hanging on his arm
    All the joy had drained from Jamie's face, leaving it pale and horrorstruck
    “You can't, Jared,” he chokedShe's my friend! And Mel! What
    about Mel? You can't kill Mel! Please! You have to –” He broke off, his expression agonized
    I closed my eyes again, trying to block the picture of the suffering boy from my mindIt was
    already almost impossible not to go to himI locked my muscles in place, promising myself that
    it wouldn't help him if I moved now
    “So,” Jeb said, his tone far too conversational for the moment, “you can see that Jamie's not in
    agreementI figure he's got as much say as you do
    There was no answer for so long that I had to open my eyes again
    Jared was staring at Jamie's anguished, fearful face with his own kind of hor
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:02 pm
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    chloe paddington ,gucci hobo handbag,Gucci Purse,dior bag,gucci watches ladies@@@@@On Motome there had been an inspection before the troops boarded ship, and Hearn had walked through the ranks behind the GeneralThe men trembled before Cummings, stammered out their replies in hoarse self-conscious voicesThree-quarters of it, of course, came from talking to a general, but Cummings had been so genial, had attempted so fully to put them at their ease, and it had not worked at allThose great eyes with the pale-gray irises had seemed almost blank, two ovals of shocking whiteHearn chloe paddington remembered a newspaper article which had described the General as having the features of a genteel intelligent bulldog, and the article had added a little lushly, "in his manner are combined effectively the force, the tenacity, the staying power of that doughty animal with all the intellect and charm and poise of a college professor or a statesman It was no more accurate than a newspaper story ever was, but it underlined a favorite theory about the General which Hearn hadFor that reporter he had been The gucci hobo handbag Professor, as he had been The General, The Statesman, The Philosopher, to any number of different menEach of those poses had been a baffling mixture of the genuine and the sham, as if the General instinctively assumed the one which pleased him at the moment, but beyond that was driven on, was handed a personality garment by the unique urges that drove him
    Hearn leaned back in his chair"All right, I suppose I was an assSo what? There's a kind of pleasure in telling somebody like Conn where to shove it
    "It Gucci Purse was a completely pointless thing to doI suppose you considered it some kind of indignity to have to listen to him
    "You're being very young about itThe rights you have as a person depend completely upon my whimJust stop and think about thatWithout me you're just a second lieutenant, which I suppose is the operative definition of a man who has no soul of his ownYou weren't telling him to shove it" -- the General's distasteful pronunciation of "shove it" italicized the phrase -- "I was, in effect, telling dior bag him, and I had no wish to do so at the timeSuppose you stand up now while you're talking to meYou might as well start at first principlesI'm damned if I'm going to have people walking by and seeing you sit here as if this division were a partnership between you and me
    Hearn stood up, conscious of a sullen boyish resentment in himself"Very well," he said sarcastically
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:02 pm
    @@@@@His objections, the scruples of his
    @@@@@His objections, the scruples of his integrity,
    seemed all done away, nobody could tell how; and the doubts and
    hesitations of her ambition were equally got over—and equally without
    apparent reasonIt could only be imputed to increasing attachment
    His good and her bad feelings yielded to love, and such love
    must unite themHe was to go to town as soon as some business
    relative to Thornton Lacey were completed—perhaps within a fortnight;
    he talked of going, he loved to talk of it; and when once with
    her again, Fanny could not doubt the restHer acceptance must be
    as certain as his offer; and yet there were bad feelings still remaining
    which made the prospect of it most sorrowful to her, independently,
    she believed, independently of self
    In their very last conversation, Miss Crawford, in spite of some
    amiable sensations, and much personal kindness, had still been Miss
    Crawford; still shewn a mind led astray and bewildered, and without
    any suspicion of being so; darkened, yet fancying itself lightShe might
    love, but she did not deserve Edmund by any other sentimentFanny
    believed there was scarcely a second feeling in common between them;
    and she may be forgiven by older sages for looking on the chance of
    Miss Crawford’s future improvement as nearly desperate, for thinking
    that if Edmund’s influence in this season of love had already done
    so little in clearing her judgment, and regulating her notions, his worth
    would be finally wasted on her even in years of matrimony
    Experience might have hoped more for any young people so circumstanced,
    and impartiality would not have denied to Miss
    Crawford’s nature that participation of the general nature of women
    which would lead her to adopt the opinions of the man she loved
    and respected as her ownBut as such were Fanny’s persuasions, she
    suffered very much from them, and could never speak of Miss
    Crawford without pain
    Sir Thomas, meanwhile, went on with his own hopes and his own
    observations, still feeling a right, by all his knowledge of human
    nature, to expect to see the effect of the loss of power and consequence
    on his niece’s spirits, and the past attentions of the lover
    producing a craving for their return; and he was soon afterwards
    able to account for his not yet completely and indubitably seeing all
    320
    Mansfield Park
    this, by the prospect of another visitor, whose approach he could
    allow to be quite enough to support the spirits he was watching
    William had obtained a ten days’ leave of absence, to be given to
    Northamptonshire, and was coming, the happiest of lieutenants,
    because the latest made, to shew his happiness and describe his uniform
    He came; and he would have been delighted to shew his uniform
    there too, had not cruel custom prohibited its appearance except on
    dutySo the uniform remained at Portsmouth, and Edmund conjectured
    that before Fanny had any chance of seeing it, all its own freshness
    and all the freshness of its wearer’s feelings must be worn awayIt
    would be sunk into a badge of disgrace; for what can be more unbecoming,
    or more worthless, than the uniform of a lieutenant, who
    has been a lieutenant a year or two, and sees others made commanders
    before him? So reasoned Edmund, till his father made him the
    confidant of a scheme which placed Fanny’s chance of seeing the second
    lieutenant of HThrush in all his glory in another light
    This scheme was that she should accompany her brother back to
    Portsmouth, and spend a little time with her own familyIt had
    occurred to Sir Thomas, in one of his dignified musings, as a right
    and desirable measure; but before he absolutely made up his mind,
    he consulted his sonEdmund considered it every way, and saw
    nothing but what was rightThe thing was good in itself, and could
    not be done at a better time; and he had no doubt of it being highly
    agreeable to FannyThis was enough to determine Sir Thomas; and
    a decisive “then so it shall be” closed that stage of the business; Sir
    Thomas retiring from it with some feelings of satisfaction, and views
    of good over and above what he had communicated to his son; for
    his prime motive in sending her away had very little to do with the
    propriety of her seeing her parents again, and nothing at all with
    any idea of making her happyHe certainly wished her to go willingly,
    but he as certainly wished her to be heartily sick of home
    before her visit ended; and that a little abstinence from the elegancies
    and luxuries of Mansfield Park would bring her mind into a
    sober state, and incline her to a juster estimate of the value of that
    home of greater permanence, and equal comfort, of which she had
    the offer
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    Jane Austen
    It was a medicinal project upon his niece’s understanding, which
    he must consider as at present diseasedA residence of eight or nine
    years in the abode of wealth and plenty had a little disordered her
    powers of comparing and judgingHer father’s house would, in all
    probability, teach her the value of a good income; and he trusted
    that she would be the wiser and happier woman, all her life, for the
    experiment he had devi
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:06 pm
    @@@@@ “What’d you drag out of there, you dumb
    @@@@@
    “What’d you drag out of there, you dumb bastard? The brass-plated asshole would shave your coat
    for messing up his eestate! Rex? Rex, you come here, you fuckin’ hound!” The man grabbed the
    limb and pulled it off the road under the pine tree into the shadows“Rex, you hear me! You
    humpin’ knotholes, you horny stud?”
    “Stay completely still and put your arms out in front of you,” said Jason Bourne, walking into
    view
    “Holy shit! Who are you?”
    “Someone who doesn’t give a damn whether you live or die,” replied the intruder calmly
    “You got a gun! I can see it!”
    “So do youYours is in your holsterMine’s in my hand and it’s pointed at your head
    “The dog! Where the hell’s the dawg?”
    “Indisposed
    “What?”
    “He looks like a good dogHe could be anything a trainer wanted him to beYou don’t blame
    the animal, you blame the human who taught it
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “What are you talkin’ about?”
    “I guess the bottom line is that I’d rather kill the man than the animal, do I make myself clear?”
    “Nothin’s clear! I jest know this man don’t want to get killed
    “Then let’s talk, shall we?”
    “I got words, but only one life, mister
    “Lower your right arm and take out your gun—by the fingers, mister The guard did so, holding
    the weapon by his thumb and forefinger“Lob it toward me, please
    “What the hell’s this all about?” cried the guard, pleadingI was sent here to get it
    “I’ll give you what I got if you let me get out of hereI don’t want nothin’ more to do with this
    place! I figured it was comin’ someday, I told Barbie Jo, you ask her! I told her someday people’d
    be comin’ around asking questionsBut not this way, not your way! Not with guns aimed at our
    heads
    “I assume Barbie Jo is your wife
    “Then let’s start with why ‘people’ would come out here asking questionsMy superiors want to
    knowDon’t worry, you won’t be involved, nobody’s interested in
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:10 pm
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    she said His Christian name is Luke; I don't know the family name
    isI just think of him as Lord FentonNo one my circle of friends
    is important enough to address him any otbú way, except 'Milord' or
    'Lord Fenton' or 'Fenton"Ne's terribly gucci bookbag grandAnd so
    outrageously attractive
    Scarlett made no comment aloudPrivately she thought looked like he
    needed taking down a peg or twoReturning from the kill on
    Saturday,
    Fenton walked his alongside Scarlett'sShe was glad she was on half
    Moon; it put sale gucci handbags almost at eye level"Good morning," said Fenton,
    touching the of his top hat"I understand we're neighbors, Mistress
    O'haralike to call and pay my respects, if I may
    "That would be very pleasantWhere is your place?" Fenton raised
    his
    thick black eyebrowson the Chanel Bracelets opposite side of the
    Boyne, Adamstown Scarlett was glad she hadn't knownObviously
    he'd
    her to"I know Adamstown well," she said, "I have
    some
    cousins who are tenants of yours
    "Indeed? I've never known my tenants' namesteeth
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    "It hermes purse is quite charming, that American - dor about your humble origins
    It was mentioned in London, so you see it's serving your purposes
    very
    well he touched crop to his hat and moved offThe nerve of the
    man!
    And the bad manners-he didn't even tell me his vintage omega seamaster name
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:10 pm
    @@@@@Going soft, getting sympathetic to my host,
    @@@@@Going soft, getting sympathetic to my host, losing my way…”
    He thought about that for a long time, sometimes looking at my face, sometimes at the
    cornstalks, sometimes at nothing at all
    “What would they do with me, then, if they caught me now?” he finally asked
    “They'd still do an insertion, I thinkTrying to get informationProbably they'd put a Seeker in
    you
    “But they wouldn't keep you as a hostWhether they found the information or not, you would
    be… discarded The word was hard to sayOdd–it was usually the
    human things that made me sickBut I'd never looked at the situation from the body's
    perspective before; no other planet had forced me toA body that didn't function right was
    quickly and painlessly disposed of because it was as useless as a car that could not runWhat
    was the point of keeping it around? There were conditions of the mind, too, that made a body
    unusable: dangerous mental addictions, malevolent yearnings, things that could not be healed
    and made the body unsafe to othersOr, of course, a mind with a will too strong to be erased
    An anomaly localized on this planet
    I had never seen the ugliness of treating an unconquerable spirit as a defect as clearly as I did
    now, looking into Ian's eyes
    “And if they caughtyou? ” he asked
    “If they realized who I was… if anyone is still looking for me…” I thought of my Seeker and
    shuddered as he had“They would take me out and put me in another hostSomeone young,
    tractableThey would hope that I would be able to be myself againMaybe they would ship me
    off-planet–get me away from the bad influences
    “Would you be yourself again?”
    I met his gazeI haven't lost myself to MelanieI would feel the same as I do now,
    even as a Bear or a Flower
    “They wouldn'tdiscard you?”
    “Not a
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:02 pm
    @@@@@They were all good guys "Show me the way to
    @@@@@They were all good guys
    "Show me the way to go home," Toglio sang, and several other men began to sing with them

    I'm tired and I want to go to bed,
    I had a little drink about an hour ago,
    And it's gone right to my head

    The rain had become hard and steady, and Toglio had a wistful mellow feeling as he chanted the wordsHe was cold, and despite the bodies about him he kept shiveringHe had an image of driving in a car on a winter twilight, approaching a strange town which beckoned to him with its warmth and lights

    Wherever I may roam,
    On land or sea or foam,
    You can always hear me singing this song,
    Show me the way to go home

    It was almost dark, and in the lee of the truck underneath the coconut trees it was becoming difficult to see the men's facesToglio's mood deepened, became sad and gentleHe remembered how his wife had looked once trimming a Christmas tree, and a tear ran down his heavy fleshy cheeksFor a minute or so he felt completely removed from the war, from the rain, from everything; he knew that in a little while he would be having to consider where and how he would sleep, but for this brief moment he sang resolutely, wriggling his toes, letting all the soft sensuous memories that the songs evoked flow unresisting through his mind
    A jeep came wallowing through the mud and came to a halt about thirty feet from themHe saw General Cummings and two other officers dismount, and he nudged Red to stop singingThe General was bareheaded and his uniform was completely wet, but he was smilingToglio looked at him with interest and some reverenceHe had seen the General many times in the bivouac area but this was the first time he had been so close"You men, you men here," the General shouted as he came near them, "how do you feelwet?" Toglio laughed with the othersGeneral Cummings grinned"It's all right," he shouted, "you're not made of sugar The wind ebbed, and in a more normal tone he said to a major and lieutenant who were with him, "I do believe the rain's about to haltI just telephoned Washington, and the War Department assured me it was bound to stop The two officers laughed vigorously, and Toglio found himself smilingThe General was a swell guy, a perfect example of an officer
    "Now, men," the General said loudly, "I don't believe there's a tent that's still up in the are
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:02 pm
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    a dash of evil; for in the midst of it she could exclaim, ‘Why would
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    Jane Austen
    not she have him? It is all her faultSimple girl! I shall never forgive
    herHad she accepted him as she ought, they might now have been
    on the point of marriage, and Henry would have been too happy
    and too busy to want any other objectHe would have taken no
    pains to be on Tiffany Bracelets terms with MrsIt would have all
    ended in a regular standing flirtation, in yearly meetings at Sotherton
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    is broken
    “Cruel!” said Fanny, “quite cruelAt such a moment to give way
    to gaiety, to speak with lightness, and to you! Absolute cruelty
    “Cruelty, do you call it? We differ thereNo, hers is not a cruel
    natureI do not consider her as meaning to wound my feelingsThe
    evil lies gucci for sale yet deeper: in her total ignorance, unsuspiciousness of there
    being such feelings; in a perversion of mind which made it natural
    to her to treat the subject as she didShe was speaking only as she
    had been used to hear others speak, as she imagined everybody else
    would speakHers are not faults of temperShe would not voluntarily
    give unnecessary pain to any one, and though I may deceive
    myself, I cannot but think that for me, for my feelings, she white chanel watch would—
    Hers are faults of principle, Fanny; of blunted delicacy and a corrupted,
    vitiated mindPerhaps it is best for me, since it leaves me so
    little to regretGladly would I submit to all the
    increased pain of losing her, rather than have to think of her as I do
    “Did you?”
    “Yes; when I left her I told her so
    “How long were you together?”
    “Five-and-twenty minutesWell, she went on to say that what
    remained now to be done was to bring about a omega automatic seamaster marriage between
    themShe spoke of it, Fanny, with a steadier voice than I can He
    was obliged to pause more than once as he continued“‘We must
    persuade Henry to marry her,’ said she; ‘and what with honour, and
    the certainty of having shut himself out for ever from Fanny, I do
    not despair of itFanny he must give upI do not think that even he
    could now hope to succeed with one of her stamp, and therefore I
    hope we may find no insuperable dior saddle difficulty
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    10:15 pm
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    “Angelus domini, child of God,” said the voice from behind the screen“Are you well?”
    “Far better for your generosity, monseigneur
    “That pleases me, but I must be pleased more than that, as you knowWhat happened in
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    They left the premises within minutes after the assault
    “A frequency-detonated explosive!”
    “Apparently, monseigneurWe have learned nothing else
    “But why? Why?”
    “We cannot see into men’s minds, monseigneur
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:12 pm
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    He blinked, and his eyes went back where they
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    I suppose a drink is out of the question, huh?"
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    Wireman sat up and stretched"It's been a hell of
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    x
    328
    Although my leg was stiff, I got out of the van
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    He laughed and clapped me on the shoulderYou got style, you got class, you got
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    I could have told him about what had just happened
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    I didn't know if it was the right decision or the
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    doctor's appointment into a double date
    329
    "I will consider it," he said"And I'll let you
    know
    "Well don't wait too long, because-"
    He raised a hand, stilling me, and for once his
    face was unsmiling
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    Jane Austen
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    "Who started all this?" Hearn was demanding
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    "Is that true?"
    Croft was uncertain how to answerHearn's voice angered him
    Hearn hesitated, staring at CroftThen he grinned, slightly conscious of how much he was enjoying this moment"All right, let's cut this out," he told them"If you have to fight, don't fight with noncoms Their eyes had turned bitterFor a moment Hearn sensed the impulses that had made Croft kill the birdHe turned to him, staring down into the emotionless glitter of Croft's eyes"You happen to be wrong, SergeantSuppose you apologize to Roth
    Croft looked at him in disbeliefHe took several deep breaths"Come on, Sergeant, apologize
    If Croft had been holding a rifle in his hand, he might have shot Hearn at this insta
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